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2010/05/24

amanda-d-9th-grade

  • lol! Notice: the scared expression on my freshman face (and the cowering shoulders), my young love for Cali based rockers The Deftones, and of course, my other loves: cats and Alice in Wonderland :)

amanda-d-11th-grade

  • Skip forward to 11th grade: finally wearing glasses regularly (I had always been too ashamed of having Medicaid cheap-o glasses). There appears to be quite a sadness in my face :( I can imagine in my head: “ugh, another year. O lord when will it end?”  Public school education needs to be revisioned; a standardized test reflects what of an individuals creativity? answer: NOTHING! It’s more like a test for Alzheimer’s…

amanda-d-STC-ws

  • Fresh out of HiSkool: I move on to South Texas College Mid-Valley campus; my ma teaches me how to drive the summer after I graduate :) Notice: I look like a large yellow egg with a head!

  • Almost a rite of passage for young valle folk: Convergys DirectTv Pharr,Tx. Why? “They pay good.” Look at me, solosol floating about in my human shell (see sparkle in one eye). Here was my 6 month (this is how long I could take sitting in a cubicle, selling my minutes,seconds,hours to that box that sells us fear) dip into discovering first-hand the massive extent that Televison has on my people, the human race. It.Is.Bad.

amanda-d-DL

  •  My renewed Drivers Licence! Notice: I have alot of hair on my head & my face is very round, like the sun! :D

amanda-d-UTPA-hair-up

  • 2010; now it gets that much more interesting! At first glance, I admit, I look alien…this is what a half shaven head can do to a persona…Notice: I am still Amanda de la Fuente, female, student, Indian in the Library :)

amanda-d-UTPA-hair-down

  •  Notice: hair up, hair down, no hair, kinky hair, straight hair, blonde hair, black hair, brown hair, we are all the same, we are all human, we are all solosols!

2010 WAKE UP WORLD WAKE UP SOLO DOLO WAKE UP jan 15 2010 WAKE

2010/01/15

and we begin with a question, where do the thoughts in your head take you?

i know a difficulty in stepping away from the thoughts of my ego, said inner voice that is constantly judging what is seen, in my case, often negatively, Ego made a comment that what i have is not as good as what another has… and i felt like less. 

MY WHOLE BEING FELT LIKE LESS because my inner voice is constant with its judgments, so i separate and say goodbye to that voice and say hello to a new voice that takes a breath of fresh air and calms down calm calm calm this newnew takes in every scene aware of the oneness of all, a negative judgment out is really a negative judgment in, ok understood.

and now… how to maintain a loving inner voice that appreciates all..

1.Repeat

keep this constant

humans are gods creatures.
god is love.
humans are creatures of love.

 

My soul o my soul, to discover and to be what it is that i was created to be, HERE and NOW, my soul o my soul

i knew a difficulty in letting go of what my thoughts constructed me to be

yo soy mucho mas than petty insecure thoughts

I AM LOVE! -repeat

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“ITS ABOUT GIVING LOVE SHOWING LOVE DOING LOVE LIVING LOVE MAKING LOVE”

J. Period & Nneka - Download “The Madness” (Onye-Ala) Mixtape

I Am – Yo Soy

2009/11/29

the infamous pic: "upside down house face" LOL! (that's wut my sister, Norma said about me in this pic)

The Soul longs to be free.

I am the Indian in the Library.

Brought up on American (U.S.) Culture.

As a Child…half da year spent on the Edge of the English speaking world and the Spanish speaking:

Rio Grand Valley, Texas.

Rio Grande Valle, Tejas.

The other half spent “up North”

classify my parents as Migrant Farmworkers

as for their children, well, we were SUMMER MEXICANS…

The beauty of summers in Michigan, Wisconsin, Illinois

con Pa y Ma away working 10 hr days,

da kids raised da kids :)

As a Child…I was known as “the quiet girl”

I was quiet because i had nothing of importance to say,

So i watched

i observed.

I do not speak only to fill up space;

It took me 21 years to hit Outer Space

21 years to know this is the time to speak

THIS IS IT.

Truth.

My soul longs to be free and to free the human race from False.

False (or Falso for my border peeps), is ideas/concepts that are harmful/negative to humans and positive human evolution.

Reality Sandwich = Web Mag for this Intense time of Transformation

Evolver = Social network for Conscious Collaboration

THIS IS IT:

Responsibility of Action!

intro to other

2009/10/01

Unknowingly we say Yes. I will learn your stories. Yes. I will learn your great truths, your self-fulfilling prophecies.

Unknowingly we comply.

Oh but there is an ache.

A native ache.

An Original ache.

 The essence of ache is held within me, within ours for hundreds of years. They take hold of our thoughts, of our being and tell us theirs is the correct way, the only way to live.

if Truth is presented

if Truth is revealed

RECOGNIZE. Let’s be aware of systems of oppression in and around us, and one reads that word and automatically responds “Oppression? Of what Oppression do you speak of? I’m doing ok….”

Let’s step out of the shell that is the Colonized self and imagine, in the minds eye, a flying birds view of a Free You, 

a Free State, 

a Free Country, 

a Free Continent,

a Free World, 

The Universe.

Awaken to Awareness of your own internal oppression, of voluntary and involuntary ignorance that we often fall into…

the First step into dat New New? Open Ears to Other

Cali Co-op Vol. 1 ………………………………..  

DJ GABE REAL: MUSIC,CULTURE,FREEDOM

BALANCE

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